Crocodile Tears
Crimson LakeCrocodile Tears is the headline that appeared over Ted Conkaffey’s photograph after he cried while watching Claire Bingley’s interview tapes in court. Its force lies in the judgment it smuggles into an image: the tears are visible, but the headline tells readers to regard them as false. The phrase becomes a compact emblem of how a complex, contested case is made legible to the public through a single incriminating interpretation.
The Headline and the Courtroom
During the trial, Ted was made to watch recordings of Claire’s interviews alongside the jury. He had seen the tapes before and did not want to see them again. In the third hour, he broke down and cried. The next day, a photograph of him with his head in his hands appeared on the cover of the Sydney Morning Herald beneath the headline Crocodile Tears. The sequence turns private distress into a reproducible public image, while the headline supplies an interpretation that the photograph itself cannot establish.
The tapes showed Claire shortly after her release from hospital. She was badly bruised, her eyes moved restlessly around the room, and she had night terrors and difficulty eating. Her speech ranged from fragments about her day to confused references to darkness, her mother, a white dog, and a policeman. The prosecutor explained her eye movements as a symptom of post-traumatic stress disorder. Against this record of a child’s disorientation, the headline directs attention away from the painful material Ted is watching and toward a verdict about his response to it.
A Case Built from Fragments
The phrase resonates with the book’s account of evidence assembled through imperfect records and recollections. Ted describes his memory of the roadside encounter with Claire as a composite made from what he remembers, what he heard at trial, what he read in newspapers, and what other prisoners told him. He acknowledges that some details may come from nightmares, and that the memory feels clear even though he knows it is not a straightforward historical record. That unstable boundary between experience and later reconstruction makes the headline’s certainty especially stark.
Witness accounts of the roadside encounter also differ in particulars. Sally Hope remembered the time as 12:47 because she had checked the car clock; two minutes later, Jessica and Diana Harper saw Ted speaking with the girl but could not agree whether his back passenger door was open. Other witnesses disagreed about whether his gesture was a farewell or an invitation, a dispute that occupied three days of testimony. These discrepancies do not by themselves settle what happened, but they show how small details acquired weight within a case in which observation, recollection, and interpretation were repeatedly scrutinized.
The Public Meaning of Tears
The public framing extends beyond the headline. After Claire chose Ted’s photograph from a lineup, Kelly told him what had happened. He answered that such mistakes sometimes occurred; Kelly reacted with horror. Ted later reflects that she faced pressure to decide whether to stand by him as newspaper evidence accumulated and people yelled at her on the way to court. Her early promise to fight the charges did not remove the strain of that choice. In this atmosphere, emotional reactions could be read not only as feelings but as signs that others used to decide whom to trust.
Crocodile Tears therefore names more than one newspaper caption: it crystallizes the conversion of an ambiguous human response into a confident public judgment. Ted’s crying is recorded, but the headline’s claim about its sincerity is an interpretation, not a fact established by the image. Set beside Claire’s fragmented interviews, the disputed witness details, and the pressures surrounding Kelly’s decision, the phrase exposes the distance between seeing an act and knowing what it means.